Morning

My favorite wizard asks “Is it a morning that is good or a morning to be good on?” So far I’ve been busy, but other than drawing my son a bath, that has mostly been with things of little importance. So the morning has been a good one for me so far, but I haven’t been much good yet. One of the things I really want is to be useful. There are times when helping others and making the world a better place makes me either unhappy, uncomfortable, or both. The notion that doing the right thing always “feels” good is completely lost on me. I have no idea where other people get that impression. And sometimes when I don’t make the best choices it does make me happy. I don’t want either of those last two things to turn into goals though. I want this this be a morning to be good on. Hopefully it will.

7 March 2023