I worked my entire shift in the pharmacy tonight. That makes me particularly anxious. When I take time from the floor to catch pharmacy up and then leave when it is, it just feels more productive. When I’m in pharmacy until close and the people I rely on for directions leave one by one, I don’t feel as useful. I’m constantly assured that I am doing a good job but tonight didn’t seem much like I was. It does of course cement the sense that I need to keep my floating position instead of trying to do this all night every night. And then there’s the fact that I’m waiting on the State of Wisconsin to grant me a pharmacy tech license to even be in there legally in the first place. Lots of catastrophizing right now to say the least. Thanks for bearing with me.
3 April 2023
Latter Day Sinner 