Do you trust your instincts?
“The heart is deceitful above all things, And desperately wicked; Who can know it?”
Jer 17:9 KJV
In a culture that fights between logic and rationality on the one hand and following our hearts and doing what we love on the other, I tend to lean into the former. This has been slowly changing, but this blog for example is trying to make some reasonable sense out of the things in my head and share whatever logic I might have with you. There is some wisdom in that, but humans aren’t at our core creatures of logic and attempts to deny all instincts are futile ones. So I’m trying to share my emotions with you too. I want to be awesome. I want to be loved. I want to be adored by millions from afar. But the logic comes back full force with every transaction: I want to be paid to be admired. But this is not the place for that. This is a place for my witness which transcends both logic and instinct, and as I have said before my witness is not for sale.
Latter Day Sinner 
2 responses to “I do not trust my instincts”
Full Love For Yourself and Understanding you are chosen. ✌🏾🙏🏾
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I have a lot of trouble loving myself. On the one hand the depression makes me feel unlovable and on the other the mania gives me a grandiose sense of self. I know in my head that both are false, but that doesn’t reach my heart sometimes.
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