Latter Day Sinner

I have never been a very industrious person. I’m a procrastinator. And I can’t go to problems because I don’t drive. So I struggle to feel like I’m pulling my weight for the sake of humanity. I’m online a lot which doesn’t feel like helping most of the time. People can’t eat or pay their bills with thoughts and prayers. I want to do more good so ultimately I need to be more good. My family needs me and that keeps me in the house most days. I still occasionally help with grocery shopping and moving furniture, I do my digital art. That’s technically giving something to the world that wouldn’t exist without me. But mostly I’m here. Diapers aren’t going to change themselves, meals aren’t going to make themselves, Laundry isn’t going to get clean on its own, and most importantly I need to keep meltdowns in the house.