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Tired
Last night I was having trouble going to sleep again. after turning off my computer, taking a melatonin, and laying in bed awake for an hour; I got up and turned the computer back on to play video games which of course can only exacerbate the situation. I got an email from WordPress explaining why…
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My Testimony
I believe in God. I believe His primary characteristics are eternal love and limitless wisdom. I believe that a person’s first duty in life is to love and obey God. I believe each one of us, because of our finite and imperfect nature, must continually seek to know and do His will and draw closer…
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The Oddest Paint
The house was painted plaidIt had a background in blackWith blue linesAnd red linesA little smaller I got closerTo see more of the patternInterwovenEach line smaller than the last Yellow, then green, then whiteBrown, then gray, then violetCopper, silver, and lastly gold I was amazedI knocked on the door to askJust how all the lines…
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Insomnia
It’s 2:30am in Wisconsin and I can’t sleep. It happens to me occasionally. Tonight is fortunate in that I don’t work until Saturday. If I can still get a little sleep this morning I will be tired all day and might get my sleep rhythm back. Of course you can tell that I am blogging…
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Gratitude
I am always disheartened by people who can’t see how amazing modern life is. The world is phenomenally better than it was 200 years ago. I live a life now that couldn’t have even been dreamt of by kings then. I have clean hot and cold running water, a refrigerator to keep food fresh for…
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Quiet
All the children are out and my wife is asleep. I have to go to work soon but for the moment I am at peace. 28 February 2023
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Words Have Power
My wife and I are both adept at using words. They express our needs and sometimes explain our thought processes. I also use them to sell and to argue and to defend myself. Because the wiring of my brain is atypical this can come out in very peculiar ways. I struggle with the feelings that…
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Gaming
I am an avid video gamer. I started playing the Atari 2600 when I was seven years old. That was almost 50 years ago. I played the first generation of commercial video games when they were new. In my teens I bought a Commodore 64 with my own money along with an external floppy drive,…
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I, Demigod
I am a demigodBorn of a human motherAnd also from an earthly fatherBut covered in the phlegmOf an alien god I am oppressedAnd also forsakenBy a god of oppressionHe cleared the dust from his throatAnd put it onto me I am darknessI am despairHe made himself more radiantAnd also more vibrantBy making me less so…
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Accidentally Loving
The other day I was having a conversation where someone was talking about one of the Church brethren and I said I loved that guy. It was only later that I realized that the Brother my priesthood leader was referring to was one with the same last name as the first name of a Brother…