I was pretty ambivalent about my wife leaving the Church until it actually happened. I understand her reasons and share some of them. My testimony has always been irregular and now I am questioning whether I can call it a testimony at all. I have little interest in being temple worthy and remain adamant that I don’t want some sort of crazy adoption into a tribe of Israel (short of conversion to Judaism – which occasionally crosses my mind now a days). But more than anything I’m beginning to see some logic in the polytheism that I think got Joseph Smith Jr killed. He started talking about multiple gods near the end of his time on earth and nobody wanted to hear it. Sadly he did not take that well. I am getting louder about my breaks with traditional Christianity and even with the LDS Church. I really have the “join none of them” vibe right now.
24 April 2023
Latter Day Sinner 