Latter Day Sinner

It’s a beautiful day in the house. I don’t know about the neighborhood. I’m still in my jammies, drinking coffee, listening to my sons empty vocalizations, and contemplating life. The last part is something I do often. I’ve been thinking about forty year old video games and proving people wrong and custody hearings and days off. I don’t really take days off. There’s always something that needs to get done. Today I really need to do laundry. But not yet.

I’ve been saying “It is against my religion to support or promote polygamy.” As if it were actually an issue I don’t think anyone would consent to being my second or third wife. I love my wife and wouldn’t leave her. Sometimes I think that would be a deal breaker for any woman worth being with. Other times I wonder. I love a lot of people and many of them love me back. Are any of the women I tell that to in love with me? I could fall in love again pretty easily at this point in my life. But I’m already in love with my wife and committed to staying with her. That almost feels like a selling point for a new love. But maybe I’m just thinking with the little head.

At any rate the morning and the contemplation it has brought seem to be going well. I’m sitting in the newly converted den, sipping my coffee, looking at the puzzle I did a couple days ago, and wondering if my fortunes will continue to rise. A friend of mine told me the other day I should just live, laugh, and love. My answer was, “Fuck that! I want to win for a change.” Thanks for sharing my journey and if you help me win I’ll share the credit. Be awesome.