I got up and went to church this morning. Both Sacrament and Gospel Doctrine Class kept me engaged most of the two and a half hours that I was there. I’ve got some good friends in the church. If my wife were to die they would bring the boys and I food until things got sorted out. No one in my family or friends is buying my art though so everyone has their limits with me which seem low sometimes. If I could demand obedience which I am obviously not good at doing it would be to get people in the range of my words to “Like, comment, share, subscribe, and buy.” But sometimes even that seems like too much to ask. At any rate people would come to my aid if I actually became desperate. I am not so they don’t. But church was good.
I came home, had a little to eat, decompressed, and gave up on leaving the house again tonight. I am back in yesterday’s pajamas. I will still need to take a shower and put on clean pajamas for tonight. I sit and relax as much as possible while I listen to my youngest son’s strange vocalizations. I don’t really get days off and going to church in the morning has never seemed particularly restful. But tonight I’m okay. Tomorrow evening I have Walgreens so whatever leisure I can squeeze out of the rest of the evening will be short. I miss the days when I didn’t have any responsibilities but there wasn’t a lot of food back then so I’ll keep the life I have. May your evening and week be awesome.
Latter Day Sinner 