Latter Day Sinner

I am contemplating the nature of God and the type of god that I am willing to worship. I would like to be a good person worshipping a good god. But human beings are complex and that complexity comes from a divine nature that is a combination of good and evil. But I suspect that ultimate divinity is above good and evil… beyond it. I look at human made concepts like the Muslim The Lord of the Universe and the Taoist concept of The Mother of All Things, and when I squint my eyes to the reality beyond them it is more than a Lord or a Mother. It is more than the sum of the kind of good and evil humans perceive and embody. It is above those things.