Latter Day Sinner

I am surrounded by people who have suffered significant physical and emotional harm. On the other hand most of the trauma in my life has been self inflicted. I have had to learn a lot of lessons the hard way, but they have only been lessons. I have only been assaulted a few times in my life. That has either been fights I started or fights I finished. I want the people around me to be tougher when in reality most of them are already tougher than me. I am not a good example of what I want to see in the world.