Latter Day Sinner

I want my life to matter. I want my life to be useful. I want my life to make a difference. I want relevance.

I have a very small circle of influence. It’s a good circle but is very small. I spent a couple of hours on the phone with Danny and he tried to convince me that it shouldn’t matter to me that I don’t matter in more than a very limited sense. He kept asking me why I care. I told him I don’t know but that doesn’t change the fact that I do care. Maybe it is just a selfish desire but I want relevance.