I saw my counselor today. I told him about the state of my life, about my relationship with Stephanie now that there is zero chance to save the marriage, about what a least restrictive environment looks like for the boys and why I still think it’s with me, and about my engagement with The Church, worthiness, and temple recommends. I told him that I am letting go and letting God. His major pushback is that I deserve to be heard. I’m allowing things to happen without asserting myself much. He objects to that. I walked home and watched Ben Vareen perform Mr. Cellophane from the original Muppet Show.
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