My foster sister Angel and I have been texting a lot more than usual lately. She said I was her favorite brother and that her biological brother was evil. My parents wanted to help a lot of children who had seen too much evil to close. My biological sisters and I were required to make room for those children. Angel understands why I resent that and even feels a little guilty that my parents’ love was spread too thin for me to grow up healthy. For instance I am a lot more aggressive than my parents. I learned to physically defend myself from a very young age. As I got better at that I started defending my stuff. If one of the fosters pissed me off I couldn’t go to my parents for help. They say it is easier to ask for forgiveness than for permission. I don’t ever ask for permission to defend myself.
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