Latter Day Sinner

Every night before I go to bed I turn off most of the lights in the house. It’s usually a few at a time until the last ones are off and I can try to sleep. In the morning Ben turns all the lights in the house back on except for the two in my room. He knows after he gets his diaper, pills, and soda from me that I’m going to close my eyes again and want my lights off when I do. But I don’t really sleep when he is awake even if my eyes are closed. I have to be aware.