Latter Day Sinner

I couldn’t fall asleep last night. My thoughts were racing after a phone call with Danny. This is not the life I expected. Neither autism, foreclosure, adult diapers, nor divorce were on my bingo card 30 years ago. And yet here we are. The series of choices that I have made that have led me here are all as solid as they could have been given my circumstances. But the choices in the months and years ahead are yet to be made. I will stand firm in this place and deal with whatever comes to me.  My eternal destiny is in my hands but my thoughts aren’t racing at the moment. Tonight I will sleep, and tomorrow I will go to church.