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Ethereal Sleep
I didn’t go to bed until 3am. Ether really wanted to be next to me when I did. I usually roll back and forth to get comfortable. The spot he picked allowed me to do that and he didn’t mind this time. I bet that sounds weird, but he is an awesome cat. My sleep…
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Loud Noises
This morning there was a knock on the door. I was half asleep but it was firm and insistent. I got up and one of the brothers from church was calling. We talked for about an hour. Well I talked, he’s a better listener than I am. I let him know how our lives are…
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Library
We have more books than I could read in a lifetime. I’m in the middle of three or four books right now. It occurred to me that I also have a new translation of the Quran to get through. So I look at our library with a sort of melancholy resignation that some of the…
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Pride and Judgement
I am a judgmental person. No one seems to care. I do not have authority over anyone. I can judge all I want and most of the time people just ignore it. I am not proud. I don’t really expect the world to care. I reject infinite worth and that leaves me feeling rather worthless…
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Ether Hates Showers
I don’t remember whether I typed about this when it happened but Ether got into a fight with a stray cat in the neighborhood a few weeks ago. I shooed the other cat away and picked Ether up and brought him into the house. He was wet, sticky, and gross. I can only assume that…
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Ramblings
I missed my pills most of the week. That always makes my life feel shaky. Being dependent on psych meds also makes me feel weak. I’m not doing my part to keep civilization going. I can barely keep my own life straight no less help others straighten theirs. And these infernal machines consume me. When…