Tag: awesome
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Awake on Sunday
I set two alarms for church on the Sundays that I intend to go. I got up between the first and second one. This is not usually the case. I roll back over after the first and second and try to get a little more sleep until I have maybe twenty minutes left to get…
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Comfy Chair
I set up the den with two chairs side by side so I can have deep one on one conversations. My dad and both of my oldest sons have each shared the seats with me once. But the two that really like to sit with me are my middle son who is completely nonverbal and…
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Pharmacy Forever
Well, maybe not forever. Since I’m working with my sons so much more I’m down to two days a week at Walgreens. Those two days are likely to be devoted to the pharmacy rather than the floor for the foreseeable future. My biggest problems with that are of course lack of confidence and the need…
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Time Sheets
Supportive Home Care for the boys requires that we fill out time sheets. We are late on those this week. It’s a big difference from Walgreens where I punch in and out every shift and get paid by the minute. When I used to do temp work I filled out time sheets too, but I…
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Foster Sister
Growing up my parents took in a whole lot of kids. They came almost exclusively from deeply troubled homes. Some stayed with us for a day, or a month, and a few for several years. Of the forty or fifty foster siblings I have had in my life one stayed in regular contact with our…
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Pharmacy after a Holiday
I worked pharmacy tonight. I really expected it to be worse than it actually was. The crew is good which always helps. I still feel like I’m half a tech but even the support I can give seems useful. But now I’m tired and hungry. I remind myself that I need this job because I…
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Loving Her
It’s another late night that has turned into an early morning. I sit in the den as I do sometimes contemplating the combination of love and stress in my life. In particular right now I’m thinking about how I can make my wife’s life less stressful without being overwhelmed in mine. I’ve been loving her…
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Broke and Tired but Loved
I’m tired of being broke and wouldn’t be broke if I weren’t so tired. But I will keep working at life. I will take care of my family, I will go to Walgreens, I will make art, I will write, and I will spread as much peace, joy and love to all of you as…
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Woke Me
I got to stay in bed until a decent time before my son woke me for a diaper and bath. It’s been a good morning, though nothing out of the ordinary. Maybe my day will get weirder. It usually does. I did beat Adventure from Atari which is available to stream online. Brings back a…
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I’m supposed to wake up at 8am this morning and it’s already 1am and I’m wide awake. I sit here contemplating my day and pondering why me being me just seems to piss some people off. Don’t get me wrong if you have been following along for the past few months you already know I’m…