Latter Day Sinner

I am contemplating the idea of “Letting go and letting God.” My life is in turmoil. Those who are closest to me know the details so I will not continue to post them publicly. I am painfully aware that I am not in control of anyone else and I am surrendering even my own will to God. I know nothing, I own nothing, and I am not worth anything. I admit my powerlessness. No more Old Testament wrath. No more New Testament gentle Jesus. No more Quranic jihad. Only an acknowledgement that if I am not on God’s side in the here and now then nothing else can help me. He has walked through history and I must walk with Him now. He is the only one on whom I can always rely. I must do a better job of that.