Tag: awake
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36 Hours
36 Hours is the longest I’ve been awake in a long time. It’s been a good day, night, and another day. I need to take my psych meds and eat. Hopefully I can sleep after that. It obviously didn’t work last night though.
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Three Hours of Sleep
Since last night’s blog post I’ve gotten three hours of sleep. The child was up all night with me and me with him. His brother went to sleep at 2 am. He fell asleep on the couch at 9 am. I was able to nap a little after that but everyone needed to be awake…
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Everyone is awake
Everyone is awake But morning comes early I suppose it has already come With a change at midnight Sleep is a distant dream I heard that in a song But today the songs I’ve heard Are more churchy than that one I know many secrets That would make a man weep But I have a…
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Three O’clock AM
I should not be awake and yet I am. I had a very fun day yesterday and it is just now beginning to wear off. I turned off my computer and all the upstairs lights but my own. And yet I type into my phone which switched to black and white at my bedtime two…
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Four in the Morning
It’s too dang early for me to be awake. It’s too dang early for me to start arguing online. And I really shouldn’t have Little Debbie’s for breakfast. Yet here I am with lights mostly off typing away and eating an oatmeal cream pie. I am an unrepentant sinner. Not sorry at the moment for…
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Sleeping Too Far In
It’s afternoon and I just got up and started doing things. I’m a scraggly mess. But I’ve had breakfast and given pills. I tried to explain a meme on Discord but the person asking wanted to video chat. My phone is already problematic for that on the website. Maybe I can do it on my…
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Static Vision
In the space between waking and dreamsI heard television staticI opened my eyes and saw the flashingBlack and white randomnessI struggled to make it mean somethingThere was a shimmer of transparentWhite bars that moved slowly up through the airA piercing vibration of soundPummeled me as I struggled to breathe I knew I was trapped below…
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Sausages
It is two o’clock in the morning here. I woke up after three hours of dreamless sleep. Now I’m not tired. I have Pharmacy today so I need to go back to bed. I already took an extra Trazadone to get to sleep the first time so that’s our. It’s too early in the morning…
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Too Early for Singing
I woke up a little over an hour ago. I’ve played on my phone and bugged my friends who are also awake on Facebook Messenger. I’ve had an Rx Energy and some crackers. What I haven’t done is broken out into song. Most people don’t do that at all and I try not to do…
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Awake
How are you feeling right now? Because of the way my typical schedule works I tend to wake up without any ability to go back to sleep regardless of any desire to do so at almost exactly this point in the morning. Awesome!