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Judgement and Acting
I am a judgmental person and that is why I work so hard to know people. But this is in opposition to my desire for fame. One doesn’t really get to know fans or they all turn into friends. Friends accept my judgement and fans can do whatever they want as long as they are…
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Headache
I stayed awake for 32 hours on purpose and now I have a headache. I need to wait a little while to take my psych meds and go to bed. I am not as young as I used to be.
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Reciprocation
I think Mormons should treat Christians the way the Christians treat Jews and Muslims the way Muslims treat Christians. Dispensationalism means further Dispensations honor previous Dispensations.
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Tired of Shit
There is a lot of poop in my life. My morning started with cleaning a butt and then cleaning the floor because I was fast enough getting to the butt. There been fighting and screaming today. All I wanted to do was sleep though it. Stephanie was able to take up slack but now she…
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Sedentary
Pets live longer than similar animals in the wild statistically speaking. They don’t have to worry about predators eating them. They get fed, so they don’t have to hunt for food. They can generally lead more calm and relaxed lives. Human dependents are in a very similar station in life.
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Relevance
I want my life to matter. I want my life to be useful. I want my life to make a difference. I want relevance. I have a very small circle of influence. It’s a good circle but is very small. I spent a couple of hours on the phone with Danny and he tried to…
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Selfish
I want more than I need. I’m pretty sure of it. Stephanie wants me to be my authentic self. That I think is my authentic self. She also wants us to be sustainable. I want to eat more than I need to eat. That is not sustainable. I don’t care. I want you to bring…
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Christmas Cynicism
If you’ve spent much time with me online you know that I have grave and growing concerns about Christianity. Today I watched A Muppet Christmas Carol. Near the end Scrooge wipes the snow off his own gravestone to reveal his name. He begs the ghost of Christmas future that it will not be so. But…
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Assassin
When I was about thirteen I walked home from school in a very dirty area. There were hundreds of bottles on the ground. I played D&D a lot at the time and so made up a game based on the levels for a player character assassin. Every bottle I broke I gave myself 100 experience…
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Centipedes
We have centipedes in the basement. I’m pretty sure they help to control the population of smaller bugs. We prefer a few natural predators to poisons and traps. The centipedes fill a niche in the ecosystem of our house. The move around so unlike our dearly departed spider Bob I can’t tell them apart or…